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    3/16/2007

    The war in myself

    As time goes by, I gradually accept the opinion “The most dangerous enemy is yourself.”

    There is an great holy angel, inside my heart. He helps to build up my dream and guides me to realize it. Also he taught me to assist others and beat the bad guys. I have a magnificent palace in my heart, which was built by him. I began to know him since I was born and I loved him very much. I felt I am sainted and was born to be a talented, just, and powerful man. After the English teacher gave me the name, I gave him the same name too: Mike.

    As I grew up, I started to feel a horrible devil inside coming towards me. At first, angel Mike beat him without taking any effort and threw it out of my holy palace. But he didn’t run away. He hid somewhere and patiently waited for the time to break in. One day he appeared again in my garden, he was as powerful as Mike. I didn’t know weather Mike is weakened or the devil is stronger, maybe both. At last angel couldn’t resist devil’s attack any more and took me to escape. My garden was in the devil hand, he was attracted by the beauty and be silent. However it didn’t last long. The garden’s beauty can’t keep his attention any more. He launched attack to my museum where thousands of rare treasure was exhibited. Of course, Mike had a fierce battle with him which lasted for several days. Though sometimes Mike get the weather, the devil could fight back soon after. The war ended up with our failure. On my way of escaping, I caught a glimpse of that devil. My god! He has a face of me with no difference! He laughed with a dreadful expression and shouted to me: “My name is Mike. I will grab all your heart. Ehahaha…”

    Day after day, battle after battle, the devil became stronger and stronger; the angel, I can’t call him Mike again, seems was not strong as before. Half of my palace has been ruined. And I become half-life. Now I have two guiders. I hate the devil very much, but when he tells me to do something, he can find one hundred excuses to persuade me. He told me to go after short-sighted interests and gave up what I had persisted for a long time. If games and learning are set in front, I choose games for most cases. He said: “Mike, you can never achieve your ambition because you are too weak. So why do you keep on that useless running? Stop and enjoy the beauty under your feet before you die.” I was really less confident then. Perhaps he was right. He had the same face like me. Why did I regard him as a devil? I began to doubt myself: “Is the angel right? Do I have something unusual?

    At the reality, I saw many people are half-lives. I remember how my junior middle school classmate was depraved bit by bit. I heard the gun of execution for those who fall in abyss. Have you seen a person suddenly changes expression? Only one point can explain this, every human’s heart has two sides. The devil cannot be avoided, which must be the human nature, the human’s weakness. I haven’t found any way to overwhelm the devil. So I escaped again and again. I have tried to inhibit the humanity, but I found many good minds will also disappear. “The most dangerous enemy is yourself.” The enemy refers to the devil and the only to eliminate it is to end your life.

    I don’t want to die. If this is the answer, human will die out before they know everything. And if I escape again, the devil’s predict will come true. I will find out the reason why angel’s power is down and  devil’s up. This is the war in myself, and also in ourselves.

    It’s time to fight!

     

     

                                                                                               Mike Rong

                                                                                                      2007-03-11

    点名活动

    流程:答题——最后加一道新题——再点八个人并在其blog上告知
     
    01
    要传达出去的八个人:

     

       octopuses章韵,“岩之炼金术师”张岩,“熊猫”翟羽京,“大妈”谢子竹,“悠然见南山”赵宇,“数分行者”徐莹,“我乐我心”杜琳,“小鸟依人是啊”褚依依


    02
    为什么没有02 ??

     

        这个问题不好答,从语义上看,02应是没有的,但02题的确出现在我们眼前,要说它有吧,问题的基础又不存在了,问题不攻自破,还是没有……


    03
    多大:19


    04
    职业:学生


    05
    兴趣:数学、物理、计算机、田径、看报、胡思乱想


    06
    喜欢的异性类型: 善良的(英雄所见略同)


    07
    专长:肯费时间钻研


    08
    有没有什么证书:这有什么关系?


    09
    有烦恼的事吗:无烦恼之人少啊!


    10
    喜欢和讨厌的食物:喜欢冰糖葫芦,讨厌吃腻的东西,当然前者吃腻了也可以讨厌


    11
    对你爱的人说一句话:


    12
    请介绍你要传答出去的8个人:


    octopuses”:其实章韵是一个女强人,大家不知看出来没有。


    “岩之炼金术师”:受“钢”的启发,创立了“岩”炼金法,性格刚强坚韧,任何挫折都不能彻底的击败他。


    “熊猫”:力量,敏捷,智力等天赋很高,不可多得之材。


    “大妈”:英语课上认识的,人很好,学习也努力,给我留下很好的印象。


    “悠然见南山”:聪明,与“熊猫”互称弟弟。


    “数分行者”:痴爱数学,人云是受初中班主任的影响,常忧郁,大师都如此啊。


    “我乐我心”:不知她如何保持快乐,除了文理分班,没有见她不高兴过。


    “小鸟依人是啊”:语出化学潘老师,人如其名,确有小而精致之感。 

     

    13 用一种动物来形容传答给你的人:鹰,看问题目光锐利,找准方向一冲到底。
    14
    用喜欢的角色来比喻传答问题给你的人的角色:庄子

    15 用一种食物来形容传问题给你的人:米饭,甜而不腻

     


    16
    用颜色来形容将接棒的8个人:


    octopuses”:红,有句话说得好,red till I die!


    “岩之炼金术师”:灰白,岩石的颜色


    “熊猫”:白,一,人白;二,正直


    “大妈”:橙,善良


    “悠然见南山”:蓝白相间,总的来说是纯朴的,但也有耍小聪明的时候


    “数分行者”:深蓝,这代表忧郁和典雅


    “我乐我心”:亮黄色,快乐


    “小鸟依人是啊”:粉红色,纯洁且有小鸟依人之感

     

     

    17 最让你感动或激动的一件事:当感受到宇宙之浩淼无穷,和谐对称时,最令人激动。


    18
    理想中的爱情:肉麻的话就不说了,总言之,相当完美。


    19
    如果吃好吃的第一个想到谁:当然是和我最亲近的人


    20
    什么时候会想起传问卷给你的人:想到人生态度的时候


    21
    最近一次哭是为什么:自责,感觉只知享乐对不起父母


    22
    最让你后悔的一件事:有错误就要面对,后悔无用


    23
    你最重要的东西:真理


    24
    喜欢什么季节:春夏之交,白天温暖,晚上凉快


    25
    最喜欢的地方是:大海


    26
    最喜欢听的歌是哪首:

        圣母颂


    27
    最想去的时间空间:

    三国:我想让刘备立孔明为第二代君主

    未来:希望那时的科学家能告诉我宇宙是怎么一回事。


    28
    如果只剩下一天的生命,会做些什么?:把我的心得写下来,再见见我爱的人


    29
    如果生命可以重来,你愿意回到过去重新开始吗?

         不要了,还要从零做起,我突然发现原来是挺珍惜现在的


    30
    没有面包的爱情,你会接受吗?

    面包指什么?


    31
    如果给你重新选择一次的机会,你想自己变成谁?

    变成谁又能怎样?模仿他人的生活?


    32
    下一个被点的心情如何:有意思


    33
    如果你是国家领导人,你会提出什么建议?(只能一个)

    全力发展科学和经济


    34
    如果你有1000万,你怎么用拉?:

    建立四维实验室


    35
    你最难忘的一个人是谁:妈妈


    36
    怎么又丢了一个??:晕,有有……有意思吗?


    37
    你相信爱情么:这有什么信不信的?


    38
    你爱的人背叛了你,你会怎么对他(她)(两个人正面对着):反思


    39
    什么时候会选择放弃:当有更好的方法时


    40
    什么事最让你称心如意:有足够的钱让我探索宇宙


    41
    寒假都在干嘛:看电视


    42
    填了这么多道题,你的最深的感受是什么:累!


    43
    有没有挂科,感受是什么:没有,很正常


    44
    对大学生活还满意么:室友睡得太晚了。


    45
    觉得爱情重要还是友情重要:当这两件事发生矛盾时,必有两全解决方法,除非有人拿对方威胁你做什么,此时应当与那人断交。


    46
    谁是你活了这么久最对不起的人?:为什么这么悲观?我真想把这题删了,但又不想再多一个“为何没有这道题?”之类的东西。


    47
    给你一个实现愿望的机会,你的愿望是?:解决宇宙之谜


    48
    (小漩) 觉得自己俗吗?:俗世中哪能不俗啊……


    48
    (大宝)长这么大最想感谢谁?:亲人


    49
    (梦绚)会做饭么?:

        方便面


    50
    (毛毛)最难忘的是哪一个年纪?都挺难忘的。


    51
    (啥啥)你是否如实回答了以上问题并准备如实回答以下问题?

         尽量如实


    52
    Vivienne)你是一个听天由命的人吗?

        那先要告诉我命是什么


    53
    Hotler)请发自肺腑的回答:"吃葡萄不吐葡萄皮"的下一句是什么?

        不吃葡萄倒吐葡萄皮

     

    54  (四维)你认为天使和恶魔都存在于我们的心中吗?

    3/6/2007

    开学

    明天开学。
    这两月MSN慢的不行,刚上又发现被点了,还要再传8人,何时是个头啊?看在田兄费力描述我,不写不行。等我准备一下。